Jurgen Moltmann - "Faith, wherever it develops into hope, causes not rest but unrest...it does not calm the unquiet heart, but is itself this unquiet heart in man. Those who hope in Christ can no longer put up with reality as it is, but begin to suffer under it, to contradict it. Peace with God means conflict with the world." - from his book Theology of Hope

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

36 Thoughts for My 36th Birthday (Part 2)

As I reflect back on 36 years of my life, I came up with 36 thoughts.  Some of these are serious...some are fun...my hope is that you find encouragement and joy in my musings.  So, here they are...in no particular order (except for the first few):


19.   God continues to teach me how to have peace during uncertainty, trials, and suffering.  Could I teach someone how to have peace?  Probably not, because peace doesn’t come from an individual, it comes from our Creator.  Each situation is different, but I know that until you allow God to give you perspective on your situation, you will never have peace.  You will have to rely on something other than yourself.  That’s what I’ve learned about it.
20.   I love teaching.  I love having the opportunity to teach a class of fellow believers and hearing God tell what to say.  When I see people connecting to God, or having those “aha” moments, it is so exciting.  A lot of times, we don’t spend enough time trying to understand God’s written word to us.  So, whenever I have the opportunity to help people dig deeper into God’s Word, I jump at the opportunity.  It’s not that I’m smarter or have some special understanding that others don’t, it’s just that I can feel God giving me the words to say in certain situations.  It’s a matter of being open to being used by God.
21.   I also love preaching.  When I was in my early 20s, I was a youth minister.  I was given the opportunity to preach on several occasions.  More recently, I have the opportunity to speak to our youth on occasion, and I was given the opportunity to preach at my church while our pastor was on a mission trip.  It is so exciting when God gives you a clear word to tell His people.  It’s similar to teaching.  When you have people engaging with the Almighty God, and He speaks to them, you can see it on their faces, and that is what it’s all about…connecting with our Heavenly Father.  I am actually more comfortable in front of a bunch of people than one on one…I guess I’m weird like that.
22.   The mystery of God never ceases to amaze me.  The more I learn about Him, the more I realize I don’t know.  I have learned this trait from my father.  The more I study God’s Word, the more mystery there is that I want to solve.  As my former Greek professor used to say, “There’s gold in there folks (speaking of the Bible), we just have to mine for it sometimes!” 
23.   I still struggle with the approval of others.  God continues to work on me in this area.  I have the tendency to seek the approval of others as opposed to seeking to honor God.  I want everyone to like me.  The problem with that is that my closest relationships suffer sometimes because I won’t tell someone, “No.”  I still have work to do.
24.   You have to create memorable moments with the ones you love.  Take your daughters on dates, men.  Take your sons on dates, ladies.  Men, take your sons out and teach them about manhood and what it means to be a Godly man.  Women, show your girls what being a Godly woman looks like.  Some of the greatest memories I have of childhood are trips I took with my dad or family.  We only have our kids for a short period before they are off to college.  Make it count.
25.   I desire to be the kind of friend that you can call at 3 a.m. if you need something.  I try and instill that in my kids.  I want to be reliable, faithful, and trustworthy.  I hope that my friends see those traits in my life.
26.   You need to know your spiritual gifts.  If you don’t know what they are, take a spiritual gifts inventory online.  Each one of us has gifts that God has entrusted us with.  It is our job to use those gifts in the Church to build up the body.  Our gifts can change over time, so take an inventory every year to see what your strongest gifts are.  I feel like if everyone in the church understood what they were gifted at doing, then the church would function at its highest capability.
27.   I wouldn’t be who I am today without my accountability partner, Jason.  I now have a better understanding of the passage in Scripture that talks about iron sharpening iron.  We started meeting about 8 years ago, and he has encouraged me, set me straight, listened, encouraged, prayed for me, loved me, and accepted me faults and all.  There is nothing more encouraging than having someone that knows the skeletons in your closet and accepts you anyway.  I pray that you all have the opportunity to experience this kind of freedom.
28.   We all need to detach more and more from society.  The junk that society fills our mind with is ridiculous.  When I say this, I mean we need to stop watching trashy movies, tacky sitcoms, and tasteless commercials that encourage men to be unfaithful and women to never be pleased with the body God gave them.  When people look at me and how I live my life, I want people to notice a difference between what the world tells me I should be and who I really am.  10 years ago I would spend the majority of my time in front of a TV.  Today, I rarely turn the TV on.  It’s amazing what you can spend that time doing…connecting with your kids, connecting with your spouse, connect with your Heavenly Father.  What is more important?
29.   Music can change my mood and my thoughts in an instant.  Music is a vital part of who I am.  Whenever I am down or discouraged, I listen to praise and worship music.  It’s amazing how it will change your perspective.  Sometimes we get so caught up in ourselves that we need to have our perspectives changed.  Praise and worship music does that for me.  It reminds me that it’s not all about me…actually, it’s not about me at all!  We have music playing at our house nonstop, and I can tell how it changes everyone’s mood.
30.   Date your wife and protect your marriage!  I have learned this the hard way.  My wife stuck with me through many of the first years of our marriage when I was just a bonehead.  Scripture tells us that we should love our wives as Christ loved the church.  Many times in marriage we placed unreasonable expectations on our spouse (learned that from a bible study I did).  When expectations are met, we have a bad attitude towards them.  However, if we turn our expectations into desires, we have a totally different attitude!  When someone meets one of our desires, it’s much more enjoyable.  My thought every morning, when I wake up, is, “how can I make my wife feel loved today?”  I don’t always succeed at meeting that goal, but it’s a great perspective to have.  Men, we need to protect our marriage like our life depends on it.  We also need to treat our wives in a way that makes them think that they are the most special person on the planet.  We all have work to do.
31.   God speaks to me in many different ways…I just have to make sure that I’m listening.  He speaks to me through music, movies, other people, His Word, and many other avenues.  The key is that I have to be attuned and open to what He has to say.  God is not trying to hide from us.  He tells us if we seek after Him, we will find Him.  We just have to be open to what He has to say, because sometimes it may not be what we want to hear.
32.   I am a giver.  One of my spiritual gifts is giving.  I think that if more people had the attitude that all my money is God’s to begin with, then we would have a different perspective on giving.  God has entrusted us with the money we have, and we will have to give an account of what we did with it.  My hope is that God will see that I was a good steward.
33.   I have a desire to see the “culture” of Christianity in the South to be completely changed.  Here in the South, we go to church because it’s expected.  I have a feeling that there will be a lot of church goers that will hear God say depart from me, I never knew you.  I think Satan is deceiving a lot of people into believing that they are going to heaven because they go to church every Sunday and even be serving at church.  The Bible tells us that we will be known by our fruit.  It’s time for the Southern Church to take a spiritual inventory and start asking hard questions.  Are you seeing the fruit of the Spirit evident in your life?  Are you seeing people’s lives changed because of what God is doing in and through you?  If not, it’s time to reevaluate. 
34.   I understand more and more every day how powerful prayer is.  Prayer gives us the opportunity to commune with the Living God.  Prayer is the avenue by which God shifts our desires to His desires.  He changes our focus from ourselves to His divine, redemptive plan.  The key to prayer is giving yourself time to listen, which I am still learning.  Many times I start praying for what I desire, then God changes my prayer to what He desires.  It’s a matter of us dying to our will and desires and praying about His will and desires for us.  It’s definitely not easy!
35.   I used to think 36 was really old…now…not so much!
36.   I can’t wait to see Jesus face to face!  Paul closes his first letter to the Corinthians by saying Maranatha, which is translated as “Lord, come.”  I can’t think of a better way to end a list like this.

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